You need to contact a social service agency right away. A local church, the Salvation Army, Catholic Charities. Sorry – but must be honest to really help you – no one in any affordable & decent housing/share situation will want to take you on. Even if you leave out your troublesome current family situation – it will be obvious that there is some desperate situation. Do you really need to be in this area? It is one of the most expensive places in the country. Do you have any friends or family in less expensive areas?